fck, abyss is right
this neuropathy crap is been a tough road, going on 5 + months now out of control
haven't lifted yet, my damned shoulders are in "I don't know...la la land, feel like they are half dead and want to fall off"
it's kind of irritating, like i wake up, hoping to feel better, nope, wait to see how bad it get's stress rises, oh well
went back on small dose of anti-d's and that helps, got some B12 this weekend, inet said it should help
what i think is half the issue now, is that hernia surgery got me a not lifting, then the neuropathy went nuts, and now wish i would have just lifted threw it
since last update
lil progress in that i am every day
doing leg check, good to nice, to total crap today
weghing in, was at 170-171 for 4-5 days, and then stress ate and binged, and now holding ton of water
this am, 176 lbs
did do 60 min of cardio, okay pace
will eat well till i am back down
there is other crap going on that is stress inducing i won't go into,
overall feel like i am in the movie castaway, lol, tired of waiting for the one day something comes in
hopefully i can do my daily log all week, i need to badly, sadly, madly, lol