JESUS FCKNG MARY & JOSHEPH
roflmao, Abyss is so so right right now, dear god I just wanna First get up to some clean free air above the Surface
Get into crap in a second
Summary and Update
Afternoon of Day 2, about 3.30 pm got ran over by a friggin Fever, man the fck was viscious, over a half an hour knew I was in for a ride, fwiw, in dallas we had duh freeze, 3 days locked in.....no one knows how to drive in the snow and we have zero government snow equipment so it's always a mess
Anways.....
Friday, Day 3, legs okay, weighed in at 175 tolerable due to issues, and got my eggs in and kept cals in range
I manned up and did 40 minutes of cardio that was like going slowwww in molasses, yet, felt good got it in
I had gone threw enough of the sweatin the oldies and food was low, and zero meds on ha nd so hit wally mart
Damned inflation is nuts, use to buy two cold flue cough things for 8 bucks for two, now they are 19 (how is that for old man on my lawn shit)
Take medicine and crap is was like flying a damned kite, I was so light headed, Saturday morning took some when I got up and got it was like bein close to back out drunk for 3 hours, horrible
Good news is took day off on saturday and also my normal Sunday.....deffinitely ;needed it
Now some abysss shiot, my gd right shoulder feels funky bad, don't know what's wrong, did notice had a lump or more of a knot on rear of my shoulder blade, so worked that out and hoped for the best
Day 4
Legs Good
Lbs, 175
dog sick, no work out , shoulder crap
Day 5 Sunday
Funny how one day of rest helps.....tood the usual sunday offf
Legs, good
lbs, 172 lbs, felt svelt
Progress, wrist thing faded
Abysss.....shoulder fckng got worse, and I got neuropathy crap to deal with
Day 6 Monday
Legs, okay
Lbs, 173......okay at least down the 2 lbs
Cardio, 45 minutes, decent pace
I had weaned myself off ghe duloxatine which tamped down the worst of the neuropath yet made me sluggish as a slug, both mind and body, couldn't hang with this much longer, plus, the hope was now abou 6 months off the immunotheray the neuropathy would go back to tolerable and past the cast away point
Bone head me, misses my 2nd gapapetin, my shoulder and now how rigght feel like a fckn dead fish, this is half way depressing....last year been the worst and now this, roflmao
so late night get back on the petin, and hour later take a tylenol, hope the fck this helps, i have not wanted to lift this bad in ages, ages, ages, i say
Day 7, Tuesday ( there by the grace of god go I, my baseline of life, yes, I have a phillyosophy
Legs, Goood, cut nutting fantastic
lbs, 173 lbs
Got 7 hours of sleep, trying to be good on this, feel better, got meds in, my right shoulder is not dead, yet, day is early
I will hit the cardio in 90 minutes, and hopefully have a productive day
Goal right now is to make it to the starting line in one peace, get ready set go and not fall flat on my face when gun goes off
Over next week, hit 170 lbs consistently and be able to lift twice, we are talking puny weights folks, although it does bring me back to 20 years ago when i was at another abyssssss, 1 day at a time, then it is onto lifting priority over cardio and do re train phase over a few months
Toodles