Thought I would bump this thread.
I've had a couple panic moments the past couple months.
One, I was at the store with my dad and we were walking around. I had drank an alcohol drink before we left so it made me kinda nauseated. I was feeling sick in the store and then the panic attack started. I can't describe what happens when you get one. People think they are psychological, but the symptoms are physical. I get a niacin flush which is miserable, then I literally forget to breath because I'm so uncomfortable. Then sweating starts.
I was able to calm myself down with a breathing technique, but even though I stopped it, I felt the effects of it for a couple weeks. I wasn't able to go back to that store with my dad for two weeks.
I had another one, a smaller one at the same store earlier this week. I have a virus right now and don't feel real well. I rode to the store with my dad, and I should have stayed home. We went to pay a bill at the courtesy booth. The line was a lot longer than I anticipated. So with the length of the line and me feeling sick, it started again. Once again, a niacin flush happened, and I started forgetting to breath properly. This time I walked around and grabbed an item I needed. I tried to occupy my mind while I was waiting for my dad to finish at the booth. I started to calm down again, and felt better once we left. But again, it left me feeling terrible.
Then yesterday, we went down the road in my neighbors new truck, I wasn't sure where we were going, and I still am sick. Once we left the neighborhood I got the niacin flush again and the same symptoms. I didn't mention anything, but right after that started, luckily he turned around to go back. I felt a huge relief and the symptoms subsided.
I've been having weird dreams too, they wake me up in almost a panic feeling.
Between recent incidents and yesterday, I think that's the closest I've come to crying in about 5 years. The last time I cried I was so angry from my situation, I lost it and couldn't control it.
It's miserable and I'm embarrassed to be this way, I can't stand when people I know from school ask me what I'm doing or if I got my job I was working towards. It really hurts when I have to tell them I'm trying to find my next venture. Because deep down I know I'm crippled mentally.
How does everyone deal with their panic attacks?? Breathing helps some, but one of my biggest problems is fear of getting a panic attack. It causes me to avoid certain situations and limit myself to what I do.
The dr gave me klonodine, but it doesn't really stop my nerves, it just makes me tired.