No way, that’s interesting. I remember using Buspar before. They look a lot like xanny bars don’t they? Well shit, good for you brother! Yeah, I’ve heard Kratom can be physically addicting too. Just have to ride it out. Panic attacks are no fun! And those that have never had one just don’t get it. Dealing with social anxiety or anxiety in general is one thing. When I tell people what a panic attack is like I tell them it feels like, when someone jumps out from around the corner and scares you. Except it happens for no dam reason and out of nowhere. It hits you just the same and if you’re lucky it goes away just as quickly. But sometimes it just doesn’t and u think you’re going to die really. I e been lucky cause lately it will hit me and then go away just as fast. But I remember when it used to be different and it sucks man! I’m sorry you are going thru that right now buddy!
Would probably be easier to deal with the Kratom withdrawal if you were retired and didn’t have to deal with work. Tell the wife! Lol.