Hawk you have a neck the size of my thigh bro. Any chance this is sleep apnea and did you discuss a sleep study with the Doctor? I know so many who can't get a good nights sleep. I went thru this for a year and a half myself and it was hell. But I solved it - it was really psychological due to stress that I wasn't managing. Since then I sleep like a god damn rock whatever that means... rocks don't sleep... You get my point. I could sleep thru a nuclear war. So I feel for you man. Bundy is right about those pills though. It starts as needed. But then you will find yourself "needing" it more and more. It creeps up on you and before you know it you can't sleep ever without them. Then you start needing uppers to get thru the day and so on. I know you're not an idiot. Just want you to play this safe. Maybe work to find the root cause of the issue whether its physical like sleep apnea or mental from stress.