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I'm terrible at keeping up with logs, but I'll give it another go.
In the last 7 months, I dislocated my left knee 3 days before a PLing meet (slightly tearing my patella tendon), dislocated my right knee (tearing my femoral patella medial ligament completely off and slightly tearing my patella tendon), tore my left pec in the muscle tissue (enough to bruise, not to require surgery), tore my labrum in my left shoulder, and then a month after tearing my labrum I tore my left subscapularis AND my left pectoral tendon. I'm a month into physical therapy, but they are having a helluva time treating a torn labrum/subscap/pec, individually, without exacerbating the other two injuries in the same shoulder. It very well may end in surgery even though all 3 tears are grade 2.
I'm currently out of the gym for the most part because I can't bench or deadlift or squat, and I don't care about calves/forearms/abs. Not being able to get good work done in the gym, and seeing my size/shape change, and feeling my strength wane, is pretty demotivating and depressing, but combined with a handful of setbacks and huge life-changes, it is the catalyst for a renewed focus on my goals and health.
7 months ago I was 315lbs and felt super strong (and fat and happy). I was on a pretty heavy cycle and ate 6000+ cals everyday, without fail.
As of today, I am 281lbs and feel weak (and still fat and lazy and unhappy). I have been completely off of any AAS or GH or ANYTHING for about 2 months, although the test undec that was in my blend kept my test levels normal for probably 5 weeks after my last pin. I'm just now starting to really feel the emotional and physical effects of low T. Appetite sucks, sex-drive sucks, attitude sucks, etc.
Here's what I am going to do. First I'm going to jump on a low-dose TRT regimen, test 180mg/wk and GH 1.5iu/night of serostims. Next, I'm going to do a serious cleanse with a natural-but-powerful supplement, alongside of a more naturapathic detox called "oil pulling" (look it up). Alongside the cleanse, I'm going to fix my diet and get on something sustainable and healthy. Modified Paleo IF with Bulletproof coffee every morning should do the trick. By modified I mean, with additional white potatoes and occasional white rice. For those that don't know what Bulletproof coffee is, it's just any single-source organic coffee, with a tablespoon of unsalted grassfed butter and a tablespoon of pure MCT oil added. You blend it and it turns into this creamy frothy mix of energy and focus and health benefits, without hurting the IF process much at all. Next comes cardio, which I absolutely despise but will do for my heart's health and fat-loss. Finally, I need to quit using tobacco. I have no issue with abstaining from alcohol, but tobacco needs to go.
Gym involvement will be limited and will be based loosely on my physical therapists' recommendations. Nothing at all for at least another month though.
Goals: drop bodyfat (no target weight or bodyfat % in mind, just a look), improve overall health through diet/cardio, recover from injuries.
In the last 7 months, I dislocated my left knee 3 days before a PLing meet (slightly tearing my patella tendon), dislocated my right knee (tearing my femoral patella medial ligament completely off and slightly tearing my patella tendon), tore my left pec in the muscle tissue (enough to bruise, not to require surgery), tore my labrum in my left shoulder, and then a month after tearing my labrum I tore my left subscapularis AND my left pectoral tendon. I'm a month into physical therapy, but they are having a helluva time treating a torn labrum/subscap/pec, individually, without exacerbating the other two injuries in the same shoulder. It very well may end in surgery even though all 3 tears are grade 2.
I'm currently out of the gym for the most part because I can't bench or deadlift or squat, and I don't care about calves/forearms/abs. Not being able to get good work done in the gym, and seeing my size/shape change, and feeling my strength wane, is pretty demotivating and depressing, but combined with a handful of setbacks and huge life-changes, it is the catalyst for a renewed focus on my goals and health.
7 months ago I was 315lbs and felt super strong (and fat and happy). I was on a pretty heavy cycle and ate 6000+ cals everyday, without fail.
As of today, I am 281lbs and feel weak (and still fat and lazy and unhappy). I have been completely off of any AAS or GH or ANYTHING for about 2 months, although the test undec that was in my blend kept my test levels normal for probably 5 weeks after my last pin. I'm just now starting to really feel the emotional and physical effects of low T. Appetite sucks, sex-drive sucks, attitude sucks, etc.
Here's what I am going to do. First I'm going to jump on a low-dose TRT regimen, test 180mg/wk and GH 1.5iu/night of serostims. Next, I'm going to do a serious cleanse with a natural-but-powerful supplement, alongside of a more naturapathic detox called "oil pulling" (look it up). Alongside the cleanse, I'm going to fix my diet and get on something sustainable and healthy. Modified Paleo IF with Bulletproof coffee every morning should do the trick. By modified I mean, with additional white potatoes and occasional white rice. For those that don't know what Bulletproof coffee is, it's just any single-source organic coffee, with a tablespoon of unsalted grassfed butter and a tablespoon of pure MCT oil added. You blend it and it turns into this creamy frothy mix of energy and focus and health benefits, without hurting the IF process much at all. Next comes cardio, which I absolutely despise but will do for my heart's health and fat-loss. Finally, I need to quit using tobacco. I have no issue with abstaining from alcohol, but tobacco needs to go.
Gym involvement will be limited and will be based loosely on my physical therapists' recommendations. Nothing at all for at least another month though.
Goals: drop bodyfat (no target weight or bodyfat % in mind, just a look), improve overall health through diet/cardio, recover from injuries.