i feel you til, and for a very long time i did things to make others happy, in return i was miserable in return.
took me a very very long time to become heartless........but now it feels second nature as fucked up as it sounds.
some of us are able to have our cake and eat it too. shit, i'm getting married this year and still have a stable of strippers and sluts all across the state. its just a matter of finding the right bitch to "settle down" with.
i keep the good girl at home and do wtf i want. she dont ask questions and she dont wanna know. as long as i come home to her thats all that matters. it helps to be a master manipulator too. anytime i've been caught cheating i had them convinced it was something THEY did wrong and by the end of the conversation they're apologizing to me!
i dont allow myself to fall in love or to depend on a woman and life (and relationships) are so much easier that way. women (men too) cant be trusted and 90-something percent of marriages end in divorce. nothing lasts forever so just enjoy what you got while you got it. shit, i introduce my girl as my "next ex" for a reason. i know how this story ends...
break em down and build em back up from scratch. in the end they may hate me for it, but they also thank me for making them stronger in the long run
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