I understand your concern. But to simply state this irresponsible amount go gear is based of what what findings? What medical research?
If my health markers from lab results in are in range then I don't see it be irresponsible.
Answer to question number 1
1) A form of Reactive training based off RPE scale. Powerlifting
2) My diet is I eat what ever I want. In the sense I don't count my macros. But I eat clean and as much as I want based of my goals. So if I am bulking. My food consist of usual, Chicken breast, Salmon, Filet Mignon, Kale, Spinach, carrots, tomatoes. Fruits: Bananas, Kiwi, strawberries, cantaloupe, melon, watermelon, pomegranates, mangos. I usually never go on a huge cut. I will get up to 240 and drop down to 220.
Yes I have tried smaller doses. Much more strength gains obviously with higher doses. I say again my health markers are in range. If they weren't and I continued to blast on these doses then I would consider that irresponsible.
I am not a bodybuilder and don't ever plan to partake in that part of weight lifting.
Could my gear be underdosed or bunk. Absolutely. I know for sure my test is good to go. It's script but that can be underdosed at times as well. What I will say is if it isn't bunk. Strength increase squat over 100 pounds in one, Bench 60 pounds deadlift about 50-60 pounds. I train hard and smart. So training plays a big role in me gaining strength and maintaining a good portion of that a strength when I cruise on trt dose of 200mgs/ week.
Huge is relative. I am 5'9" at my biggest I have been at 242. I will compete in the 220 weight class. As far as justifying this to anyone I don't feel the need to. I answer to one man only. That is the man above. No I don't make any money from power lifting at the moment. But I have postponed myself to make a lot of money and open a gym. Money isn't an issue so spending a few grand every other month on gear doesn't break me. On top of spending a few grand piece my gym equipment together. From Eleiko Powerlifting competition bars, to squat and deadlift bars to calibrated weights. The money I spend is expendable.
We have on life. I don't want to die with people helloing me shower or get dressed. I do take of myself and get lab work regularly. And when you have come from the background I have death is no longer a fear.
I hope I answered all your questions in a respectful manner.