Tried for a quickie this morning and she got all upset and told me to understand y its hard for her bein sick to get into it...wtf! I never said she has to get into it. And i sure hope she understands when im gettin strange. Bullshit! I dont think she understands wat test does to ur psyche and sex drive. Her sayin no is like major rejection and will fuck with my head all day...now i remember y i was keepin 5-6 girls around when i firzt met her...she didnt like that. Damn, had to get that out sonewhete...cant tell her that.