biguglynewf
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- Oct 11, 2010
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Aye carumba.
Don't anyone eat any of newbie's soup.
It's bad like the brown acid....
Don't anyone eat any of newbie's soup.
It's bad like the brown acid....
my problem is in the moment that I don't have work, I need to go to some training how to look for job and tomorrow I could start with a kind of evening college for computers.
it's sometimes easier to find work if you smoke and drink - last winter I was scared to get again my cold. And I stopped with cigarettes aswell.
I was swimming sometimes in the morning from 7 am. to 10 am. in the hall - or gym - sometimes 6:30 am. But that was due to the pressure of work. I never know my timetable in advance.
I think because I could stop smoking I lost my job. I had my first week holiday in two years by force. I didn't like holiday. You don't get your additional money. And when I returned to work I lost the plot.
It's clear that drugs have some issues.
After happy new year I fell back with 10 days red wine and cigarettes - completly pissed off. Since that time I am sober. I get sick when I just smell a cigarette of someone else. Alcohol - the same.
I am just not sure if a bodybuilding forum is the right place for me. The people are not the problem here. OK - today I was so tired - but I trained my biceps in the gym - until dark spirits came down. [..]
I understand that this is not the right thread and maybe sometimes it is very difficult in a family to invent special habits during supper or lunch or breakfast.
