I want my mommy!

[irishiron]

Here are my stats and cycle to get that out of the way.
39, 5'11" 190
3 complete past cycles in the middle of 7th week of a 18 week cycle
I started the cycle with 50mg prop eod 30 mg ball ed three times a day and 250 test e every 3 days. Or I pin test e on today nothing next 2 days pin test e.
Anyway everything has been epic, great mood, diet is perfect, training great, good sleep and 0 sides.
About a week ago I ended both the ball and prop at almost the same time about 6 weeks. I haven't deviated one little bit on dose since day one. So this is so far for sure my most disciplined cycle. I got home today after work felt fine all day. The second I walked thru the door sat on my bed my mood dropped into the biggest crybaby feeling I ever had in my life! My wife came in my room and my mouth was open and said I looked like my dog just died! I told her I had no clue what the f**k was wrong and I just felt like I wanted to cry and had no clue why! Needless to say she joked about it and I couldn't believe how "insensitive " she was being! I've heard the stories and all the different ways gear F's with your emotions. I've felt it, but never in a cycle, not with basically only test. Sorry for the book, but I just need someone to listen! Any advise is greatly appreciated! Otherwise I guess I'll call my mommy!

 

[PillarofBalance]

Are you taking aromasin to control estrogen?

Really what most likely happened is you dropped the prop and your test levels dropped quickly. I pin test e once per week. I enjoy the peaks and valley's versus "stable" levels. I never get overly emotional though. BUT if I do things to cause RAPID changes in hormone levels like if I use test suspension pre workout, I will sometimes get emotional.

It will stop in time.

 

[irishiron]

Are you taking aromasin to control estrogen?

Really what most likely happened is you dropped the prop and your test levels dropped quickly. I pin test e once per week. I enjoy the peaks and valley's versus "stable" levels. I never get overly emotional though. BUT if I do things to cause RAPID changes in hormone levels like if I use test suspension pre workout, I will sometimes get emotional.

It will stop in time.

No, the only thing i have is nolva and clomid. I've never had sides before and have this left from a previous pct. I also should have mentioned this is the first time I've run prop or test e, I've always used cyp as my base.

 

[irishiron]

And really??? Your kidding about pinning test e for peaks and valleys right?

 

[DJR]

You'll start to feel better tomorrow.

 

[PillarofBalance]

And really??? Your kidding about pinning test e for peaks and valleys right?

Umm no. Why?

 

[woodswise]

I hear ya IrishI!

Whenever I come off, I become a crying slob. The slightest little sad story or film and I am crying like a woman. Whenever that happens I make sure to get right on with my AI, and I feel better in a day or two.

 

[Bigwhite]

Yep, high estrogen. Jump on adex .5mg eod.

 

[Rein]

It was caused by the inbalance in your hormones. Next time be smart and have an AI on hand brother.

 

[danrojigga]

I've had this issue before back I'm the day. Superdrol made me extremely emotional. I cried watching a Disney movie about a wild horse with my daughter. I stopped that day.

 

[bybon]

Well im glad i never come off lol

also this is a little related

Since i havent come off, my pubertal puffy nips have gone away..weird but cool that cruising fixed that

 

[1bigun11]

Take a nice hot bubble bath, shave your legs, and let it all out brother. lol