I grew up in San Diego, 20 minutes from Tijuana. Guys were bringing Dbol over as early as my high school years. I graduated in 1982 but I never did juice until 94. At the time I was 6 years into JKD under Paul Vunak and his Progressive Fighting system. I got smoked in a tournament against a really muscle heavy guy and thought, I know how to get there... Mistake 1. I went to TJ, got 2 bottles of Deca.. mistake 2. I did 1ml, next week did another, week 3... where did my cock go? It was as interested in sex as my earlobe was. Holy shit, WTF? No internet to search, just more bro's saying, your fucked for life! I run back to Mex, the " Pharmacist " says, here, you need this- Primoteston Depot... AMAZING testosterone. Got 40 amps, and injected 2 the first pin. 10 days later, I felt like I was in a euphoric state and working my woman like a hambone. One extreme to the other. I scale back to 1ml, Im lifting, and I have acute response to juice, I can look at 500mg of test and gain 2" in my arms. My ego is soaring, I'm a hammer looking for a nail on the daily. But my weight is going way up and its time for the next tournament. Paul looks at me and says, whatever your doing, STOP. Im thinking, no way, look at me! Well, I had not weighed myself prior to weigh in, and boom, Im in the next class. That fucked my head up, I BARELY win and I am gassed like never before. I mean gassed. Losing the weight wasnt easy, watching my pretty muscle go right as summer on the beach was beginning I was bummed. But then I tried surfing that big, same shit. So my gear use has always been at performance enhancing levels.... My hats off to guys into BB'ing, its a fucking gnarly thing to do. Coming off with no PCT was brutal. I really learned the hard way...