I'm really sorry to hear this GA. I hope you're doing ok bro.
I went thru this a few years ago. Not for the same reason as you. But from the outset, my ex-wife and I put our daughter first.
We used a mediator to assemble our agreement and draft the joint petition for divorce.
State law requires that I pay child support since I allowed her primary physical custody (we maintain joint legal custody). Because she makes a meager income, my child support is approximately 1200 per month. That is quite painful, but it keeps my baby in a safe environment.
My point is this: do whatever you can to spare your children the pain of having parents that hate each other. Hide it, swallow it. I don't care. Just do not make your pain, theirs.
As for you, your anger will at some point calm but you'll still feel your broken heart. Recognize it, accept it and heal it in a healthy positive way and you'll come out a better man for it.
I took the lessons of my failed marriage with me to this new engagement with Hips. I think we'll be better for it.
Best wishes brother.
Going to try and continue and move past this with the assistance of separate counseling, followed by marriage counseling... Stay the course and give her a second chance.
Toughest decision of my life.
Finances are under my full control from here on out, hoping for the best every morning.
The cheating wasn't of the physical sort... It was an emotional, hypothetical correspondence with someone that she frequented the gym with. Lewd, graphic and distasteful conversations for weeks, but supposedly never acted upon.
I'm having problems forgiving, having problems abstaining from drinking, having problems stating positive... But for the most part I'm hanging in there. My support system here and in real life has been spectacular and I couldn't do it without y'all/them.
Going to try and continue and move past this with the assistance of separate counseling, followed by marriage counseling... Stay the course and give her a second chance.
Toughest decision of my life.
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