Why are you not training?
Well, I'd like to make excuses like 3 kids under 5- one with autism, working more than I would if I had a regular job, taking my son to and from school, doing charity work both in and out of the country, playing an integral part of building a Co. But we all know you can make 30 minutes a day.
So I must be 100% honest with myself and therefore you: I just have'nt wanted it anymore. Maybe its bc I'm too satisfied- my ole lady is hot and sweet- I enjoy playing with my kids more- my genes make it where I still look and feel strong- I enjoy boating and riding my harley and jet skiing- I dont know why I have'nt wanted it is the real answer.
I think if I started doing some training- it would be boxing training more than weight training or bodybuilding. I mean 6' & 1/4" 230 lean(10%ish) would be big enough for me(I'm 241 in underwear as of a few mins ago- 4 abs)- Hell I would rather weigh 220 and be in fighting shape as that's what I fought at professionally.
I'm 4? and am concerned about my heart health mostly bc my diet has sucked the last few yrs and I wonder what damage I might have done 12-14yrs ago when I partied for 2 yrs straight. Being that my kids are so young and I'm older for a dad of them- I want to be here for them- especially my autistic daughter.
My whole life was about looking good for a LONG time as a touring stripper, fitness model, pro wrestler and my boxing and I have been an athlete all my life so I understand training and diet and physique bc I've lived it- it was my livley-hood. I was also a very fit member of a lil military group when I was with the Marines very early on in life.
So I'm involved in this community for these reasons: Yes I believe in it. I also believe that we should have the right/freedom to do to ourselves whatever we wish. I believe AAS done responsibly is healthy and worth the risk for most and the downsides should be known and taken into consideration.
So I did start jogging yesterday .75 miles with a sprint at the end(coulda ran forever mentally but want to slowly condition my body- I'm prone to shin splints) and I am gonna buy some boxing equipment(I already have gloves and groin and head protectors, leather head harness for neck and such) and I may do a lil boldenone but as i said when I start training- longevity will be my goal and feeling good and fit.
I'm still country-cock-strong: I can curl a 100# dumbell on my worst day. So as of now i plan on getting in fighting shape and if I feel my strength waneing away- I'll hit the weights. I'll probably do sqauts and power cleans- but maybe some shoulders bc they're my weak point and for vanitys' sake.
So the answer is: I just have'nt wanted it anymore. I dont know why. But, I'm starting to want to be fit and live long- so I plan on getting in fighting shape and I have started- as I jogged yesterday and am going again here in a few minutes and will add on more and more things as I go. But I have no aspirations to bench 500 again or be 260 lean or compete or chase ass or even have 21" guns. I just want to enhance my roles as provider, protector and lover of my wife and children and contribute to others goals and aspirations that they choose as I do now in this community.
That's my final answer- LOL!