Question for you TRT guys.

[SAD]

When I'm off cycle, and for years before I cycled, I was an irritable, quick-tempered, generally mean mother fucker. This led to close friends and family members always joking about me having too much testosterone.

However, when I'm on cycle, I'm a calm, cerebral, optimistic, patient, content, peaceful guy.

So my question is, is it POSSIBLE that I have naturally low test levels? I've read that low test levels (primary or secondary hypogonadism) can cause most if not all of my temperament issues. As far as other common signs, I can occasionally have trouble with performance, motivation is hit or miss, and muscle gain is not easy but possible. I know that testing is the only way to know for sure, I'm just getting a head start on my research while I'm still on cycle. By the way, my wife is the one who brought this up to me and made me realize how different I am on and off cycle.

 

[Number LL]

Ever heard the phrase, "Grumpy old man"? Low Testosterone can cause you to be pretty grumpy. When I was naturally low, I don't remember being grumpy but I didn't care about anything and ignored my wife. Now I get grumpy when my dosage changes but when blasting I'm calmer and more focused. When I drop back to TRT, I get very pissed for a few weeks.

I would guess that when your twins aren't working correctly it is like a pre-menopausal women with your hormones fluctuating all the time. When mine changes, I'm a fucking piece of work and hard to live with.