uphillclimb
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- Dec 9, 2011
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So last night, I grabbed the singlet that I purchased last year but have yet to break a sweat in it....just tried it on for shits and giggles. I instantly had a wave of adrenaline come over me even though I'm about 11 weeks out.
Then I started to think about the friends and family that will be there to cheer me on and encourage me....expecting about 20 or so.
Will I fail?
Will I get redlights everywhere?
Will I break parallel?
Will I gas out before pulling?
How will my back hold up?
Will the wraps be tight enough?
Did I sleep enough?
How's my hydration?
Is this the halo talking?
I thought of making my Dad proud....tears started to pour down my cheeks but they were adrenaline filled, it's so weird to explain...never had that type of feeling. We've had some family struggles lately and my Dad is such an integral portion of my life but we haven't been close lately and that bothers me.
The thought of my veins popping of my arms and shoulders while holding 500+ in my hands with everyone yelling and smiling was a breathless wave of emotion.
I have to do this.
I won't give up
I WILL make everyone proud
I will not fail!!!
Then I started to think about the friends and family that will be there to cheer me on and encourage me....expecting about 20 or so.
Will I fail?
Will I get redlights everywhere?
Will I break parallel?
Will I gas out before pulling?
How will my back hold up?
Will the wraps be tight enough?
Did I sleep enough?
How's my hydration?
Is this the halo talking?
I thought of making my Dad proud....tears started to pour down my cheeks but they were adrenaline filled, it's so weird to explain...never had that type of feeling. We've had some family struggles lately and my Dad is such an integral portion of my life but we haven't been close lately and that bothers me.
The thought of my veins popping of my arms and shoulders while holding 500+ in my hands with everyone yelling and smiling was a breathless wave of emotion.
I have to do this.
I won't give up
I WILL make everyone proud
I will not fail!!!