It was the realization that I got my 3.5xBW deadlift back. And I'd like to think that I don't fear/overthink the 400+ weight anymore. Getting pissed at the bar before a pull seems to be helping.
It's been two days, and I feel like I can pull it again right now if I had to, heh.
A small PR on my deadlift (206kg/455lb) at a weigh-in bodyweight of 123.2lbs/55.8kg. I had in mind to try and get 460-65 and qualify for the Arnold, but my squat and bench didn't go as planned, so I settled with just a small PR so I could get a PR, break my record in DL and Total for this particular fed (UPA). I'm going to do a DL-meet for fun with my teammates who will be doing Full Power and see if I can go for another PR then.