I feel for you that's no fun. But we have all been there. I look at it like this. I got my heart ripped out before I meet my current wife. But if she hadn't ripped it out then I wouldn't of been able to see the happiness I currently have (most of the time lol). So she did you a favor. At least you will look at it like that when you meet your next love. Anyways get more of those 20 yr olds - that def helps heal the wound.
cr420, I hope you are doing well mentally, in due time things will get better, heck they may have already. The best way to get over someone is to get under someone! Take Care Of Yourself Brother and focus on You and Your future! rt...