Really sorry to hear this. But like others said, you have an amazing attitude...that will serve you well! You are also no stranger to starting over by the sound of it..you have done it before and you will do it again!
Just said a quick prayer for you.
I completely understand if you wouldn't want to discuss this, but would you be open to saying what kind of business you have?
Just thinking out loud but if it was something where one or two extra sales would make a big difference, maybe you could find a select few on here who could send business your way? Again, I understand if you don't want to because of the nature of the board.