Been all over the map with goals. Went from trying to pl to trying to bb. Same problems for both, no discipline. Now that Im older I just want to be functionally strong and athletic enough to be taken seriously when competing in sports, coaching kids, and training others. Gym rat would be a good label if I had to choose. Thing is, I actually have decent discipline now, but am pretty banged up in structural areas of my body (back, shoulders, knee). I still managed to get lean and imo look better at almost 38 than I did when I was injury free, younger, faster, and stronger.