Hey all,
I've dealt with tren in the past but this is first time going 500 mg weekly with tren e and test e at 250. I'm experiencing weird jealousy and paranoid emotions. Earlier this week I was obsessing over my girlfriend's sexual past and I've never done that. I'm also paranoid thinking she's cheating on me when she's given no reason. Of course I haven't said anything to her but she's noticed my changed behavior. I even teared up for the first time the other day and I never do that. Is this normal??? This was also my first time running tren higher then test. Only physical side is night sweats compared harsh sides that I got when I was running test higher then tren.
On a positive note, I've gained 12 lbs and an inch in my arms and dropped body fat
It started like this. Aguy in 50's comes to me and asks . do you think testosterone would help me ? I said get your level checked, he came back real low. So I showed him a starter protocol and gave him 10 amps of Primoteston Depot. Told him to do half an ML every week to see if that helped, he loved it. This was around 2004 and our painter used to go to TJ every weekend so this guy, ( my assistant) tells the painter to pick him up some test. One day my boss comes in my office, throw down my assistants phone bill and asks, why does he have 400 calls in one month to one number that are just over minute each time? I said let me see and its his wifes number, I know it because I knew her for five years before they even met. I called her and asked whats up. She said he calls her and accuses her of cheating on him all the time. I call him to my office and ask, WTF dude? I said are you abusing the test or what? He said no, I am using 1ml a week. I asked where did you get it, he said, the painter. I knew it was either Stallion or QV. The next morning we meet at the gym and he showed me what the painter brought him, it was Tren E, not test. We are both in recovery and we are not to take anything that affects us from the neck up, never mind Tren. Then my boss ask's. what did you find out, I just said they have been fighting. At the time we used Nextel push to talks and I told him, you are on radio only, I am shutting down your phone until you get off that Tren. He say's I will just get my own cell phone. Oh you think its like that? Fuck you and I sent him to another job to work under another guy. When Itell you his life fell apart after that, it looks like this. It cost him a leg amputation, he ended up at freeway entrances with sign for help, homeless, he ended up stroking out and has been in a convalescent home since 2007. I could write 10 more paragraphs of what TREN did to that guys life. I have never used it, never will. That stuff is so gnarly and I think of guys like Dallas McCarver with such crazy heart disease and premature death when I think of Tren, it just is a no go for me. BE CAREFUL...