
Thrawn
MuscleHead
- Jun 12, 2023
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Haven't tried an official sarm, mk667 and cardarin not sarms. Been playing with cardarin, semax, chk cu, pt 141, disp for perhaps 2 to 3 wk. Only get sides. I can't ejaculate but don't know how much ssri if any is still circulating or if that's the causation. I only sleep for 1 to 1.5 hrs a night, I feel good when I wake up, but I don't for a second believe the deep sleep I'm getting from disp is enough for the human body to regenerate. I've had extremely vivid dreams in the past due to meds(chantix) and I could tell it was a dream. Since disp I wake up with extremely vivid fragments just like a real memory would be a fragment. I've been unable to differentiate between the vivid fragments and real events. I had to ask my wife twice if some vivid fragment really happened. Perhaps I'm documenting in real time the fracturing of a mind lol I dream and fantasize in 3rd. I recall events in 1st person. Disp fragments are in 1st person. Can't blame disp without discontinuing everything but. I suspect it is DISP or perhaps semax since it has nootropic and cognitive enhancement but I cannot find any supporting literature to support semax and the cause. Perhaps it could One or more substance I'm taking interacting with one another that have unintended side effects. Lastly pt 141 not sure if it is a placebo effect or if it's even working. Perhaps my expectation of feeling something working or changing is to high. We all know when gear kicks in, we all know when other drugs kick in, perhaps I should focus on subtlety. As far as the obvious question quality of substances. I used two different US companies both of them seem to be well established and praised in the community. I would not feel comfortable name dropping because of my lack of feels, when I have a self observational history of no or intermittent responce when exposing myself to new chemicals and comparing My experiences with other people in the same control group.