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- Apr 16, 2012
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This right here is an excellent post.Bud, though I am not a female, I am gay. My sister, who is straight, told me many years later, that she and a girlfriend messed around. I also suspect my mother likes women as much as men, though she has never said so.
My thoughts on this, are, let your daughter define who she is, and when she is ready, she will tell you. I would not change the rules for her, just be sure they are fair and reasonable and don't suffocate her (sounds like you're pretty good on that front).
One thing I have discovered is kids these days don't like labels and often reject them. Many of them are attracted to both sexes and focus instead on the individual qualities of the person they want to spend their time with, rather than whether the person is a woman or man or has a gender identity that matches their sex.
So you can probably ask your daughter whether she is gay or lesbian (I don't know if that is still a good label),and she may answer, but be prepared for an answer that will leave you scratching your head and raises more questions than it answers.
I think the important questions are: are you happy? Are you safe? Are these good people you are spending time with?
And the most important message you can send her is you love her and want her to be happy no matter who she falls in love with and even if she does not.
As for defiance, that is hard to say. I was very defiant of my father, but not so much my mother. But my dad wanted to control me in ways that I thought he had no right to. My mother was much more accepting and allowed me to explore and to take risks and she only reined me in when she thought I might hurt myself (i.e. real physical harm, not anything else). So she focused on heavy drinking, drugs, violence and dangerous activities (as did my dad),while my dad went quite a lot further and tried to get me to behave like his robot, causing me to feel great resentment and rage toward him as he escalated things to attempt to control me.
It does not sound like you are a controlling father. However, it is likely she misunderstands why and resents it when you set down rules for her or challenge her on things. I think many children and parents run into this, and reminding her you love her and want her to be safe, will help, even if she does not admit it.
An interesting technique my parents used, that was very effective, was to give me permission to go to underage drinking parties but asked me to please be moderate, or to call for a ride if I got too drunk. I appreciated them giving me permission, and because I respected that they asked me to comply, I did without fail (well maybe I failed a few times, but not that often).
Good luck and I hope this helps at least a little bit.