I'm almost halfway through my first cycle, 250 sustanon E3D, and have a clomid/nolva pct planned. I keep telling myself that I'm only going to do this a few times, then maybe a yearly mass cycle to stay big. But in reality, I'm really digging this, and not just the size/strength gains. I'm happier than I've been in alot of years, feel great. I am almost 34, plenty of kids already. I keep thinking about the whole "blast and cruise" thing and it really appeals to me, especially with hcg to keep the nuts working. Is it really that bad to do? I was thinking like going to 250 p/week sus or enanthate between cycles and just staying "on", 250 a week plus hcg would be pretty cheap. And almost seems healthier if you're just going to go back on anyway.