These guys are trying to help you. Starting gear at your age is a recipe for disaster. Your putting excess stain on your heart, liver, kidneys, etc. You want to have a heart attack or stroke at age 25? You want to need a new liver or kidney transplant by the time your 30? Ya, your feeling good now from using but like any other drug, you will need more and more to the point your brain don't feel so good. The younger you are the more susceptible you are to major side effects like depression, anxiety, etc., and it will only get worse as you need higher dosing to accomplish the same thing you were able to at much lower doses. Your posts are like watching a train wreck. Your at a point where no damage has been done. Instead of using gear use your bodies natural ability to produce plenty of testosterone. I did gear from the age of 25 -28 and by the end of the 3rd yr. I realized I was getting no where using and I stopped. I looked way better without all the bloat and was gaining strength faster than when I was on. I didn't touch it again until I turned 40 when my test levels were dropping due to age. Keep doing what your planning on and it's just a matter of time until it all blows up in your face.