How I Ruined My Life...

[MAYO]

Wow bromo, sorry to be so slow on the reply. The funny thing about the past....everyone has one. Just have to remember though; the darker the night, the brighter the dawn.

 

[deadweight]

good story bro..i dont know how old u are but im 45 and i still dont fucken know my purpose yet except work and pay fucken bills....i have no family to look out for me ..The whole dam world i carry on my back ed....It sucks when life takes away dreams and things u had planed on or banked on....i know how it feels to be rich to...i blew over 5,000,000 before and i look back and i was young and dum and spent the shit on bullshit..If i could of or would of you know.but that chapter is done in my life and more then likely i will ever run across that type of money again...All i have for myself is a jod ive had for 20 years now.... a shitty fucken house that needs lots of work and living pay check to pay check....I got a rusty weight center under my carport and i have a shitty little car and van for work.I feel this fucken world owes me something......just because..i dont know why but it does....At times i feel my whole world is coming down on my ass because i need more money to make certain things right and i have no one to help my ass....But you know what bro..im still here....i got muscle...i got roids.and i dont need no one ......im bitter but that allright becuase my life has made me bitter...the older i get the worst it gets but makes me more bitter and the bitter i get the more i fight and live....Im sure u have more then me....so,atleast you can see your life isnt so bad after all compared to mine.......i hope this makes you feel better about your situation because u can be me....peace deadweight

 

[Get Some]

Thanks DW....I'm not quite 30 so I've got quite a bit of life left to live. I'm back on my feet and working towards a better future. With some help from my parents (mostly moral support and a few small loans that I've since paid back) I've got a chance to succeed again. I'll never be where I was before. It's just funny how you can pinpoint a second in time as the turning point in your life. For me it was the elbow ligament snapping on 1 pitch. Ever since then I've just drowned my sorrows in Jack Daniels. It was a dark time in my life as well as awesome. I'm sure the booze did more damage to my liver than 17AAs could ever do.

But, like you said, I still got my weights. Gonna keep pushing those each day that I can and be glad that I still have my strength and mobility.

good story bro..i dont know how old u are but im 45 and i still dont fucken know my purpose yet except work and pay fucken bills....i have no family to look out for me ..The whole dam world i carry on my back ed....It sucks when life takes away dreams and things u had planed on or banked on....i know how it feels to be rich to...i blew over 5,000,000 before and i look back and i was young and dum and spent the shit on bullshit..If i could of or would of you know.but that chapter is done in my life and more then likely i will ever run across that type of money again...All i have for myself is a jod ive had for 20 years now.... a shitty fucken house that needs lots of work and living pay check to pay check....I got a rusty weight center under my carport and i have a shitty little car and van for work.I feel this fucken world owes me something......just because..i dont know why but it does....At times i feel my whole world is coming down on my ass because i need more money to make certain things right and i have no one to help my ass....But you know what bro..im still here....i got muscle...i got roids.and i dont need no one ......im bitter but that allright becuase my life has made me bitter...the older i get the worst it gets but makes me more bitter and the bitter i get the more i fight and live....Im sure u have more then me....so,atleast you can see your life isnt so bad after all compared to mine.......i hope this makes you feel better about your situation because u can be me....peace deadweight