AvaLily
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- Oct 1, 2021
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Hello Everyone , my name is Alexa am from Edinburgh , Scotland where i live with my husband and my cat , i have mental health issues due to Schizophrenia . PTSD and Eating disorder BED for most of my life ,until last year when i start restricting to 800 calories a day
i know its very unhealthy to eat that low amount , i have tried to get help for my eating disorder but because am obese , not under 17 bmi i cant get help and if i try and get help for my obesity i have to be over BMI 50 am not dietetic so i can't see a diction and i cant afford to pay for one , as i am on disability for my mental health and i cant afford to pay one .
Going to a gym until the money and i sometimes need help get into some weights etc i have a treadmill from home and weights no leg weights but can get really cheap ones from the supermarket but only weight we have the money my husband cannot work as i need him with me all the time he don't like gyms he can help me get on things but my support worker cant and i also have
dyspraxia which is A Developmental co-ordination disorder (DCD) so am clumsy as hell .
i have been eating under 800 calories a day for the last year or so , i have to take anti psych meds for my mental health as i hear voices and see things the medication can make you feel hungry all the time i also have polysemic ovaries and i sometimes feel dishearten or down because of my weight due to trauma myself esteem is awful
, there are times when i have take out pizza once a month as i watch PPV WWE
am also vegan and Buddhist and very small bars of chocolate 35 gram once a week
am 4"11 79KGS and am unsure of my bmi i drink mostly diet soda ( cream soda ) my husband is also my full-time carer , and i have a support worker who i see for 4 hours a week to give my husband a break my husband is worried that doing this would make my Eating disorder worse because of weighting myself and looking at macros and calories and exercise but i want to get healthy and look after myself better
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i know its very unhealthy to eat that low amount , i have tried to get help for my eating disorder but because am obese , not under 17 bmi i cant get help and if i try and get help for my obesity i have to be over BMI 50 am not dietetic so i can't see a diction and i cant afford to pay for one , as i am on disability for my mental health and i cant afford to pay one .
Going to a gym until the money and i sometimes need help get into some weights etc i have a treadmill from home and weights no leg weights but can get really cheap ones from the supermarket but only weight we have the money my husband cannot work as i need him with me all the time he don't like gyms he can help me get on things but my support worker cant and i also have
dyspraxia which is A Developmental co-ordination disorder (DCD) so am clumsy as hell .
i have been eating under 800 calories a day for the last year or so , i have to take anti psych meds for my mental health as i hear voices and see things the medication can make you feel hungry all the time i also have polysemic ovaries and i sometimes feel dishearten or down because of my weight due to trauma myself esteem is awful
, there are times when i have take out pizza once a month as i watch PPV WWE
am also vegan and Buddhist and very small bars of chocolate 35 gram once a week
am 4"11 79KGS and am unsure of my bmi i drink mostly diet soda ( cream soda ) my husband is also my full-time carer , and i have a support worker who i see for 4 hours a week to give my husband a break my husband is worried that doing this would make my Eating disorder worse because of weighting myself and looking at macros and calories and exercise but i want to get healthy and look after myself better
A
